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Sunday, March 6, 2011 ♔ 1:28 AM

Okays , hello back to my blog to rant :O

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO , just a update , i've been eating and sleeping and using comp and watching tv and yes i've become a pig !

I feel so sad and hurt now , no one knows , maybe its because i'm good at putting on a brave front .

And to talk about th topic i've been avoiding for so long .

It fking hurts when close friends throw u aside and make new friends like u never existed .

It fking hurts when u're th one who knew dhem first and they make new friends and perhaps are even closer to dhem dhan when they knew you .

It fking hurts when th promises and words they've said never came true , they just broke their promises and went back on their words .

It fking hurts when u're left out of everything , being all alone with nobody to depend on .

It fking hurts when u try to make an effort to salvage ur friendship but they dun bother to make an effort cause they've got everything they need .

It fking hurts when u think back of th memories , th good times that u've all had but none of it now .

It fking hurts that i'm still all alone to go through all this even though time has passed .

It fking hurts that nobody knows whad i'm going through and assume i'm okay .

From now on , i'm gonna try to treasure my friends more and make an effort to understand dhem :)